dear you.

you won't read this so i can openly say what i want.
i honestly think about you a few times during the day and at least once while laying in bed, waiting for sleep to meet me.
i know you don't ever think about me anymore but you know what? it still hurts but i'm basically over the fact it's true.
the way you've became, we'll never be together again and i realize this.
i wish it wasn't true because i miss you.
i miss the way you looked at me.
i miss the way you held me.
i miss the way i could be myself around you and you accepted me.
we had sooo many memories together.
how could it just end so quickly?
i never knew how bad i had needed you until i lost you.
we fought a lot but the good definitely outweighed that.
we both lied. i wish i could take mine back.
"i need a hero to save me now." <- this song just came on. that's how i feel about you.
you always knew what to say to make me feel better.
you always tried to help me with whatever problem i was having, NO MATTER WHAT.
and that's one of the many reasons i loved you.
i finally realized i talk about myself too much.. maybe that's why things ended.
i severely regret anything negative i said to you because i never meant it.
you were the most positive thing i had ever had in my life.
this brought me to my senses. i still feel like i'm missing half of me. i hate feeling like i'm just going through life with no reason.
i just wish i could have one more chance...

p.s. i'm not sure who this is to.