first of all, yes, i used a Led Zeppelin song name for my title. but it sooo fits me right now...
i'm honestly just wanting to break down and cry. one of my older best friends has to move away because he got in trouble. now, another friend that's basically became one of my best friends, is moving after christmas break.. we've only hung out a couple of times but text almost everyday. i just don't want him to move schools for some reason. /:
i guess i just feel like i'm being torn away from everyone.. majorrr heartbreak last month, friends turning out to not being friends, people moving away. jeez, i just need time to stop...
i'm not sure if i'm ready to grow up if this is how it is all the time. my emotional being is not stable enough for this kind of stuff. buttt, blogging seems to help a little so i can express my feelings to people, but not knowing who. [feel free to tell me if you read it tho]
on positive note of this crappy day, i got my homecoming dress. [: that's about the only good thing that's happened to me for awhile...
i'm honestly just wanting to break down and cry. one of my older best friends has to move away because he got in trouble. now, another friend that's basically became one of my best friends, is moving after christmas break.. we've only hung out a couple of times but text almost everyday. i just don't want him to move schools for some reason. /:
i guess i just feel like i'm being torn away from everyone.. majorrr heartbreak last month, friends turning out to not being friends, people moving away. jeez, i just need time to stop...
i'm not sure if i'm ready to grow up if this is how it is all the time. my emotional being is not stable enough for this kind of stuff. buttt, blogging seems to help a little so i can express my feelings to people, but not knowing who. [feel free to tell me if you read it tho]
on positive note of this crappy day, i got my homecoming dress. [: that's about the only good thing that's happened to me for awhile...
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